woah.so long never update my blog.well, it seems dead alr.heee.i don't care!HAHAHA.im so mad and retarded.ok lah.shall post some things.well,pissed off with some people lah.shall not mention who lah.heee!haaa.im so mad!(: ok,th person makes me so left out.when th person with other people,will 'kick' me lah.when not with them,come find me.think i who siah?i didn't say it out loud,neither did i hint to you,i think you don't even know that im feeling this way.wanna know why?because YOU are BUSY WITH THEM! GET IT?! don't you ever sense it?i guess not;you are indeed toooo busy with them.well,used to be really close last time i guess-ed?well,it was for me.i don't know about you.now,i ask you about this thing,you don't wanna tell,ask me to ask th other person if can tell.so i guess,they are more important to you right?rather than me.i don't even know why i keep on going with you.i mean,u said everybody you friend was betraying you or whatever.aren't you doing that now too?i mean,if you don't know,i'm telling u now.seriously,i don't even know why im feeling like that.i should be your closest friend.though,u had alot of bad memories,u should probably forget about it bah.and move on.not keep thinking and thinking,till you keep everything in yourself.i meant,somethings can keep to yourself lah.but,you are somehow keeping everything to yourself.seriously,i think you don't even acknowledge me as your friend in th first place,because of that incident.well,i want you to tell me lah.what am i in your life luh.i got to know you first,and your weren't like that b4.well,maybe i was too naive,thinking you would be my close friend forever.th way you are talking to me is as though you don't wanna be together with me anymore,as in no friendship stuff.hmm,i've been thinking whether i wanna write about this here,but seriously,i cannot take it anymore.u asked me in class why i so quiet.that's because you are talking about th things that i don't even know!what am i supposed to say?wtf.i seriously hate this.you don't want ppl to do things to you like HER,dhen don't do it yourself lah!wlaoo.fucker!you don't want ppl to do it to you,yet you yourself are doing it.wth?!what fucking shyt is this manzxcv?!i really don't know what to do manzxcv.i really want to know if im really your friend,close friend or just a normal one.you treat me as though im your maid or whatever.do things together with u,and den ltr,u go with th rest.hmm,i think in th first place i shouldn't be doing it.well,im too stupid alr.now,im wondering if what you had done had a meaning in it.now you are closer to her than to me.you just go with her without telling me.in th past,you would be like telling me almost everything?ok lah,u may say that im very de whatwhatwhat lah.but seriously,i am a HUMAN. i need to pour it all out ok..im really disappointed in you.really very sad.like,what am i to you?!someone u can ditch?someone that you need den use,don't need den throw away?omfg.i really need an explaination man..i don't even think you know it's you lah.and,it's YOUYOUYOUYOU!!!hate this!